First of all, helping is good. It will give you a good feeling inside. It will make your heart bounce for an instant seeing someone happy because of your help. Without expecting a payment in helping is better that you will not understand why you will feel relieved. The smile they will show after you helped them is too much. You just not shared love but also the bond to each other. However, it's not all the time that helping will reward you with happiness. Just like what happened to me now.
I waited for my friend to send me money. I bought the internet router more expensive but he said just buy it and I will send you money tomorrow. I hesitated because it was my last money for this week but because he's a friend and I'm in debt to him of letting me stay in his boarding. Without a second thought, I bought it. I didn't think that he will not send me money because he's rich or above average in life status. Also, I need money to deliver this router into his location outside from Cebu.
I didn't think much the money because I trust him. Just this morning her girlfriend chatted me and said they will find someone to send money because they're living on an island. Still, I felt relaxed waiting for her girlfriend to chat me that will be saying the money was sent already. Just listening to music while reading some books and thinking about what will be my viand food for now. Nothing, just relaxing while waiting.
I put the router and the glasses her girlfriend requested. I was ready to go to an express delivery service centre. But suddenly her girlfriend chatted me that they can't send the money now because no one will go to the City. They can't send the money? So just like that? Should I just let myself be hungry because I spent my money on buying this item right here? Why people could be this irresponsible when I told them already it's my last money. God, they're insensitive. After her girlfriend said it. There's no way I could complain about it since as what I said. I'm in debt on them for letting me stay in this boarding house. Still, it's too much, damn.
I just then checked how much money I can have for withdrawing my remaining hive in powering it down. Ah, it's too little, I really don't want to do this because the value is too low. I have no choice but to withdraw it or else I will hungry myself from the money I saved but spent for other people.
I was really sad while thinking of what can I do for now. I was just writing when 
It's true that things will happen even though you didn't expect it to happen. It happened to many times and that's the reason I continue being positive even though life is hard because life will always be anyway..Thank you once again
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d' dreamboy,
