It was so sweet and romantic when the first time you fell in love with each other. Tears even fell when you decided to get married. It was not tears of sadness but tears of happiness because at last, you owned her. Those were the words that came into your mind for sure when you and your love ones standing in front of the altar. The priest or whatever they are announced that you are now husband and wife. You were happy knowing that you will now live in one house and one room. You can now see each other every day, as a person being in love that's what we waited to happen. But staying being together for how long why suddenly changed?
What happened to the sweet words came out from your mouth? Didn't you make yourself embarrassed in many people just to make her believe that you really love her? The flowers you picked without the consent of the owner then just thrown after. Weren't you ashamed of yourself doing that? The tears that you shredded in front of many people because you were so happy that at last, you are now husband and wife. What happened to those feelings that you promised that it would never change? It will be just like an empty dream that just for show?
I'm not saying that I'm a good guy or a better guy of any others because I haven't tried cheating. I'm a straight guy like you that my eyes will follow wherever those pretty girls go. Sometimes my eyes became teary seeing a big butt and big boobs. I'm a guy like you that has this wet desires during I closed my eyes and imagined her. Even so, I'm like that kind of guy, I haven't tried cheating because I broke with my girl first before having another woman.
I know what I did was wrong because I broke up with her. We are just human and our feelings are not being fixed already. It's not like a nail that when you hammered it, it will stay that place. No, the feelings of a human are different from that. It might change but what is important you cleared things first before doing stupidity. Be responsible, you must not hurt the girl too much just because you don't love her anymore. It's better to tell her the truth instead of making her believe with all your lies. The secret will not be secret forever. Time will come it will be revealed and all your bad smell will mix to the air.
Before you'll think of breaking her heart because you're feeling that you don't love her anymore. Before you'll think of choosing another woman because your happiness is with another woman. Don't rush things and explain to the one you promised to love forever. She trusted your words that you will love her eternity. You are already adult that you can tell what is wrong and what is not. She once had a lovely lonely life but you dragged her to have a perfect life with you. At least be a true man and take responsibility not to hurt her that much.
If you don't love her like before. Talk to her and explain to her. Of course, it will be painful at first but the difference is she learned it early. Unlike acting a coward because you're afraid to hurt her by telling your true feelings with her now. You know I don't believe that kind of reason. You just made that reason because you're just being playing safe. You just want that when the whole world will leave you. There is her who still waiting for a stupid guy like you. Don't be like that, consider how she will feel if she will know you're cheating with her.
Knowing it late will give much pain compared to tell her early and personally. Feelings will change so no matter how painful it will be. 90% of it will make sure that love will fade away when the time comes. It only needs time to heal. It won't happen right away of course. We are human, we are born to feel the love of course. Don't cheat but tell her before you're thinking to find another. It's not easy to accept when you expect too much for that person and will just betray you. Also, love is the most painful feeling of all when you know there's no one loving you. Instead of hurting someone, don't promise them too much that it's hard for them to move on. If you will promise because you're stupid. Then make sure you will not change and hold that love until you die.
thank you for reading
d' dreamboy,
