The very first thing that caught my eye was your mention of Fyodor Dostoyevsky. I recently developed a liking for his works and I feel glad coming across another person who's familiar with his work.

Like you, I've also learnt not to let myself be perturbed by things happening around. More often than not, I just allow things to happen without forming an opinion about it. And yes, it is a form of nonchalance, but it doesn't necessarily cause anyone/anything harm, and it also brings me peace of mind in the process, so I'm very much okay with it.
I understand why anyone would want to be overly-conscious of their environment, but its not just my cup of tea.

I really enjoyed reading this article. I just went through your page now. I like style of writing. You just gained a new follower.
I'll be looking forward to reading more of your works.