The first night at home, of course, I did not sleep, I stared at him as if it were a hamburger. I was afraid of suffocating or vomiting. My husband said I was crazy, but I had read on the Internet everything that could happen to him while he slept (like any caring and crazy mother).The dog did not accept him very well at first, but after realizing that he would not leave our home, he decided to resign himself.Koki slept like a stump, waking only to eat. Everything was like in the movies (sometimes they lie a lot). One morning Koki decided to sing 8 symphonies again. His father and I rushed - eating, changing diapers, wearing hands and nothing. My breasts felt like worn-out car shock absorbers. The great reading began on the Internet, his father had read every single forum for reasons why the baby screams (they are many) It turned out that Koki did not have enough of my breasts
Like any mother, I felt terrible, as if I wasn't good enough, and I was taught that not breastfeeding was not right. Nonsense to all the people who instill this. Every mother who takes care of her baby is a heroine. Therefore, dear mothers who are breastfeeding and non-breastfeeding, remember that you know best what your baby needs and do not let anyone upset you. After I stopped breastfeeding, my son became the calmest baby in the world and happily ate formula.