Hah. Well I haven't voiced this kinda frustration to her, I still maintain a 'let's do our best' approach in private (she knows the blog exists of course so she'll probably read it one day - Hi my Love!)

But, facts have to be faced whether I like it or not - it's now impossible that we will get to England any time less than 9-10 months, and until the next election happens and we can see, somewhere down the list on their priorities, they might have a look at this whole debacle (if not reverse, at least minimie the damage) we can't actively plan to see if we can even make that timeline.

So there is a whole ton of 'sit around and find out', while also 'preparing for the worst, hoping for the best'. I think the reason I keep waking up so annoyed about this is because it's just so out of my control.

If it was because i messed up and gambled my money away in las vegas, i'd be way more positive to try and wriggle my way out of it haha...ohh well.

I'll surely send an update in a year or so from England... maybe