My mouth gate is locked
Yet my heart carries a lot
Situations arise and propel certain things
Yet again, I try to calm them

I'm trying to fix my head and put things in place
Some care and concern is all that is required
To bring me back to this life , this me.
Anger raging inside of me yet I try not to

Let it get the best of me
If words can be written in the air
Then I won't be pondering how to tell you how I feel
Yet again, magical powers are really needed to make somethings happen

I wish I was created with one
I search for who I could turn to
To help heal this pain and calm this anger I feel
I think I almost felt those tears running down my cheeks

There you were, hoping you could make things better
I guess I was wrong
Giving me ultimatums and conditions at this point
Never triggers back that me you had few minutes ago

I stare at you in the eyes hoping you would see that you're hurting me too
Lost in your world and actions
Guess you didn't notice
Who do I turn to at this point?

Who can relate to this pain I feel?
Who can bring me out of this state I did not wish to be in?
If humans fail, then what's the other way out?
They take down craps from different inks

Dumped into the nearest bins after being used
Yet they communicate your feelings and take down thoughts,plans and ideas from great minds
Sometimes published for view by the audience
Both learned and unlearned end up picking up

Either words or lines that could change your life or mindsets
Or rather keep you more confused in your world
This pen and paper I have confided in
For they understand me better and feel my pain better than humans.

....@mizdais....