I tell myself it's fine
I tell myself it's gonna be alright
I make myself believe that this is real and true
I let myself stay far from those thoughts that creep in when I think about it
I tell myself that my heart can take it
I convince myself every passing day that trust got a major role in this game
I tell myself I'm used to the emptiness so I shouldn't let this eat the better part of me.
Hey, you make me feel complete
This feels so perfect
I fear that this me might not see the best of this
For lies and deceit might overshadow and break this bridge that I've built.
Will I forgive you if this was just a dream?
A forgiving heart I've got, MAYBE!!!
Will I walk away?
Will I forget?
If I realise that this was just a dream and act like this never happened?
A dream that ended abruptly.
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