_{Another crack spiked because of those words
My feet went cold, so did my heart.
I listened to those words and felt like a fool again}

_{They say Love is blind, blind enough to overshadow the wrongly timed doings
At a slow pace that felt like my heart beat was going to stop forever}

_{I could hear the echoes far behind as my feet ran as fast as they could
Lost in my own tears again, I thought about the years we planned together.}

_{The Future!}

_{Once caught in the act and forgiven
I never thought I would have a cause to worry again
Yet another sin stared me in the face}

_{I wondered away in the lonely street and questioned myself
“Am I not good enough for him?”
Yet only the sound in my head heard me and reminded me of who I was}

_{Another sin forgiven, and chose to let trust win as I tried to dust off the doubts that creped in
A part of me still looked out for a reason to completely clean off the doubts}

_{Then the unexpected and wrong timing action popped up just when I was yet to give a blow to doubts
I’m not perfect but I’m working to being perfect}

_{Yet I couldn’t sit to listen to the lies or excuses that would follow if my anger was triggered again
I let the cold wind calm me as it ran through my skin and left cold chills}

_{The crack was getting deeper, I was deeply pained
The ranting didn’t help, what looked like the truth just slipped through my eardrums}

_{Why now? Why me?}

_{I acted deaf to the doubts
Healed the pain that came when my assumptions were right
Oh no! The crack was closing up}

_{The Aftermath of loving and trusting was the beginning to unfold}

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