I Miss You

I Pretend i’m Over you,ignoring reality,imprisoning my feelings until I feel nothing new,it’s like these wounds has become scars,and these pains never go away,I used to say that you were the one for me and that’s the subconscious trap that I got me in,now I know I have to set me free,cause it shouldn’t hurt this bad if it was meant to be,mentally it’s just so much pressure.i wish you wouldn’t be telling me that I was special,then turn around and treat me like i’m Something that you had to get rid of,like a bad itch that is hard to reach,I really must get you pissed off,I swear I won’t be calling you,I leave you alone,a couple of weeks pass,i’m Picking the phone,hanging on to the dail tone cause you never pick up,and when you finally do,you say you’re busy you’d call me back but you never do.So i’m Right back to square one again tryna get over you again,hating myself now for putting myself out
I know I must let you go cause if I keep holding on then I might never know what life has got in store,maybe something more.I miss you and as simply as it can be said that’s the whole truth.