Happiness is a memory, happiness is a loved one, happiness is good food, happiness is my library bubbling with new books, happiness is acquaintances of mine calling to check up on me even though I rarely return the favour.
To me, happiness is all these things and more... I really can't say how I'm going about finding it, because I'm actually not. One thing with me is that I don't go about finding happiness, I wait for it to come to me. Weird, you might think. But that's how it is, though I hope to change that soon.
Happiness as a memory is my journal, my gallery section of old pictures, my old exhibits, test papers, hand written exchanged letters between my friends and I, meeting up with my childhood friends (they remind me of younger days)
Happiness as a loved one. I think this one is the ultimate for now. I attach a lot of my happiness to people -loved ones.
It's something I'm also trying to curtail. I attach too much importance to these people that when they're not around (which in most cases, a very long time), I start to feel depressed and no matter what any other person around me does, I don't notice it.
Happiness as good food? This happiness is obviously everybody's thingy. Like, who wouldn't eat a well prepared food and not immediately experience a soul upliftment?
Happiness as my Library brimming bright yellow with new books I purchased/downloaded. Sorry, this has to be the ultimate happiness, not the last. It's beautiful because it's me experiencing happiness at little or not cost. It's me buying myself something as expensive as happiness with something as little as the last 2k in my account or the meager 100mb data balance on my phone.
