Swallow
Wait
Ah finally now it comes that sweet moment I crave.
Longing for death is one thing.
But tasting it? Truly feeling its loving embrace for just a few hours?
Passing back and forth between that hateful divide of life and death?
Now that is pure ecstasy!
For in those precious moments I find what I crave.
For can one truly live and appreciate life without knowing its counterpart?
I guess I can't speak for others...
But for myself I know.
I know this dangerous activity is what makes me whole.
It's what makes living worth it all.
For with these precious few moments on my side I know I can face anything.
Well until the sweet day when death doesn't give me back.
On that glorious day death brings me home...then I'll truly rejoice.
But not today. No, for now I wait settling for our sweet stolen embraces.
But one day...
