Horizon seems split in two different images. On my left side it was blue and clear, one of images when it seems like you are melting with the serenity of the blue. On my right side it was grayish cloud, looking like it could easily turn into dark. I was aware of both these images and their powerful beauty. Sitting on the deck, very close to the prow, I was somewhere in between. Out of that blue some thoughts about my namesake friend came to my mind so strongly that I almost could feel her presence. I know that she has been having some emotional issues lately, but it felt stronger than that. This unusual feeling was so strong, me so confused about it and not noticing that I was approaching the edge of the boat. When I came to the edge I looked down in the water. It was unexpectedly transparent and clearly blue. The first thought was that it is not possible to have this transparency with such depth of water there. But as fast as it came, that thought disappeared and I realized that she is in the water with some green grass chaining around her legs. Her face was turned up to the surface of water and the expression was not fearful, but happy.
How strange and opposed stay her position there and her face expression.
This thought crossed my mind, but it was as short as the realization that I was jumping in the water to save her.
The water felt safe and protective, warm and peaceful and for the moment I thought that she made a right choice. Still I was diving toward her and reaching her legs I started liberating her from the grass. The grass was not aggressive, but still enough strong and somehow decisive not to let her legs free. And she was not fighting. She was relaxed.
Was she so decisive to let it be and let it go or she had already lost her consciousness?
My fingers were full of grass, but it didn't try to catch me or something. Each little peace of grass I would take from her legs started floating around in different shapes and nuances of green, so that whole water looked surrealistically beautiful. When I took the last line of grass from her, I grabbed her with all my power pulling us toward the surface. When our heads hit the surface I heard an explosively high pitch sound forming a kind of protective rings around us. I looked at her and saw her smiling face. She was saved and she looked happy. The saving ladder from the boat was dropped down to help us climbing up. When I reached the deck the only thing I was aware of were many wide shut eyes looking at me. Somebody asked me:" Why have you jumped in water here? Do you know how dangerous was that?" I turned to my friend for the answer, but nobody was there. I was alone, wet, staying on the deck between all these eyes. After a short moment of silence I was aware of a laughter coming from my plexus, clear and high in pitch. Some of Phantom rings of the previous explosion took my laughter and I saw it climbing upper and upper.
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