No matter what we are running after, what our ambitions are, what goals we have set, there is always an ultimate thing we chase. Maybe everyone of us has a different definition or something to define, but at the end of the day, we all settle down to one single point. Unlike everyone, I'm longing for that as well.
"ᵂᵒʳᵈˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵖⁱᶜˢ ᵃʳᵉ ᵐⁱⁿᵉ, ᵘⁿˡᵉˢˢ ᴵ ˢʰᵒᵘᵗᵒᵘᵗ ʷʰᵉʳᵉ ᵗʰᵉʸ ᶜᵃᵐᵉ ᶠʳᵒᵐ!"
Is your life lacking in some way and if so what are you going to do in 2026 to change that?
In one word, YES!!
In short, I'm in lack of ‘peace,’ and I don't even think I can regain it in 2026 completely, at max can work to go towards achieving it a little bit.
Somewhere, I had already mentioned how struggling 2025 was for me and my hopes for 2026. Already stepped into 2026, and two days have already passed on the calendar during the holidays.
The reason behind being less confident of acquiring peace in 2026 is that the calculation behind achieving seems very, very tough for me unless or until something very, very miraculous happens. Note that extreme, at least something really good. The thing is, while we focus on the good sides to happen, the bad ones make a wild card entry and say "HI" to us very often. And that's why I stay very cautious about things, always calculating the risk factors as they are very much possible to appear.
If I start to list the names to climb the ladder to reach the ultimate peace that I lack, will start with financial stability at the very beginning, then there would be personal relationship bondings. To be honest, if these two get fixed, then I will be able to cover up the 90% to stay in peace. But this is where the stuff gets messed up, making me live in hell, little by little i'm just burning with a hope that there will b waterfall to cool things down all of a sudden. Though I'm seeing it happen in the coming days, yet a long way to go.
So to fix things, I'm solely focusing on reaching financial stability, it's like meeting the monthly expenses at ease, going for spending to make the living better, and passing the month without even worrying about what will happen next. Really, I'm struggling badly on this, and that's what I'm focusing on. And lemme tell you, things are going upwards, and I'm very positive on the situation getting better now by the grace of Almighty Allah. Hoping for this to stay steady and hopeful for another rise within six months, which would be the ultimate push for me.
And about the personal relationship mess-up, that's a side effect of lots of other things, tiny ones making a bigger impact on me. His could be fixed with proper attention and care, which I'm indifferent to due to the other messed-up situations. So hoping to fix this as well.
Actually, things are chained with one another; messing up at one point triggers the other. So yeah, I'm gonna go one by one without having a clash with the other. If things go in my favour Im hopeful to get peace at the end of the battle.
