No matter how grown-up we are, there is always something that doesn’t get away from us. That could be a habit, favorite sports, foods, particular behavior, or something else. I have got many from my childhood. The biggest identical thing I carry is my calm and peaceful nature. You will see me mostly in a calm state, when I lose my mind then it's beyond description, let's forget about it.
So what's the agenda behind today's writing?
Well, somehow I remembered one of the childhood tragedies that still haunts me. The effect of that incident is still identical to my behavior.
How many of you have pet dogs? I mean dog lovers, not necessarily you need to own a dog. I think many of you have soft corners for dogs, mostly the boys seem to be interested. Dogs are said to be the most loyal animals out there, I do agree with that too. But no matter how much you believe in facts, if you have something in your mind that would conflict with the facts and their outcomes.
Maybe I was a kid of eight or nine years old. In my locality, there are a lot of pet dogs. Even the house in front of mine has four dogs inside, they have a vast area and always keep them inside of their boundaries. Once I was walking with my mom and went out to go to the market. Outside of our locality, while walking I had kicked a dog, why the hell did I do that? I didn't know I had just kicked the dog from its back and immediately it turned back and bit at mom's leg. I got afraid and was in shock for a few days. She had to take injections, I still remember those days when I used to dream of this incident and wake up at midnight.
At that age of mine, there was no guilt that my mom had to suffer due to my mistake. All I was just struggling with was the shock. Now, I do realize that incident, who pulled the trigger and the sufferer due to that.
Since that incident, I haven't felt comfortable with dogs. I know the existing ones at my locality and have confidence over them that they won't harm me. Still, I stay away from them. But the ones from the other locality that I encounter often make me insecure when they roam around me. I know they won't bite me unless I do any harm to them, still a little bit of discomfort I can always feel. On the other hand, I got friends that can make friendships with any dogs within a few minutes via feeding them something.
You know, despite all of this, I still feel interested in having a German Shepherd. Hahaha, seems funny? Well, I have seen many vlogs on raising a Shepherd from little to growing up. Don't you think that I will overcome my discomfort if I start with a puppy of my interest? I think so, well it's a hobby that I dream to fulfill in the distant future.
