A little dizzy after reading, but I get it.

Peace seems far away and your cousin brother also seems very far away. You would like to run but you can't anymore. You have something better called a morning walk. Just to see the sun at that time should change the way you think about your day, but I understand if it doesn't.

I start my mornings well but often feel overwhelmed by 9am. It's expected for our age. We've got the burden of aging parents while still taking care of teenagers who look like adults but act like little kids. Although we shower them with wisdom they respond by blaming their parents for everything. We look back and remember our parents and see the cycle repeating. We need a little grace and mercy to just get through the day.

Have a good weekend.