Enough of this suffering on repeat, repeat
Trying and trying to seek the peace
I already have it, always in me
Its silence is drowned by other feelings
I will not try so hard for peace
If I make peace with these negative feelings
They will run their course naturally
To reveal what has always been underneath
It's okay that I'm not okay
Day by day the pain will fade
Pain always exists in one form or another
But I'd rather it change than stagnate and fester.
art by me, from my new album, Clouded Light