Today, while I was staring at our pictures for some minutes then few minute later my dad came in with a worried mind on his job and then reminded me of his best proverb “You can’t touch the tail of a lion and expect the mouth not to touch you”. My thoughts were on you at this moment, I lost myself sitting on the chair, and I sat on the chair and asked myself some questions, was it that I was not good enough, did you not love me, are we surrounded with haters, why are we going like this?
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You know we first met in our school days, you asked me out then even though you knew I had no interest in you, but you were certain of what you wanted. I had always been a bad guy, with a lot of ladies, but not felt this way for you, my friends always complained of my heart's feelings for you, or is this a game you played on me because I have never dreamed of a lady like you. My greatest desire is not for you to be mine.
Tell me because it’s getting hard to breathe, I truly felt alive until I saw you, you made me understand a lot about life. My only dream and wish presently is for you to be mine I know I offended you with another lady but that doesn’t stop my love for you, presently I am more bird than you I don’t know what to do, I am lost, babe. I just can’t take you off my head, you are so good and true to me, I was lost and drunk when this happened, it should have never happened.
My only feeling and thought now is for you to be mine because I have been wishing in heaven and earth that you should be mine because I see forever in your eyes and I found peace in you, I wish you were mine.
This is my Letter to Her on how I feel presently
This was the only moment I felt Alive, but I broke her heart, and I regret it, it happened on the night of my birthday, I was drunk, and I just couldn’t hold the feelings, I was so sad. I don’t know what to say, when I was writing today's post my thoughts were lost, I played this song more than 30 times because it relates to how I am feeling presently. I need to be saved in my thoughts. My only wish presently is to make her forget those bad memories and remember my good memories.
I remember the first days we met and the same as the last day you left me, I hope my prayers and dreams come through. Because she means the world to me. I love my Girlfriend and I don’t wish her to be my ex. I have tried to share with everyone but no one is understanding how I feel presently, I have touched your tail and your claws and teeth have touched not I feel regretful. Set me free because I am pretty sure you are mine and I will continue to wait and support you till you are mine because I have seen mine forever in you.