MAKE CHANGE NEEDS PATIENCE
Ngawi, September 12, 2013
The exact time shows at nine o'clock in the morning
"Oh god thank you for giving me a breath of air this morning"
I was brooding. "not feel ya've been five years wrote me in this cottage!" I say in the heart
Suddenly the bell rang so loud that it startled me.
I went from the dorm office.
"Za, hurry .. There's a great cleaner today!" Shouted ari.
"Ha? What's the matter? There's a paan event," said I, scratching my head.
"Where do I know.Shah ah let go, ntar taxable again!" Ari.
"Iye iye, ntar I change shirt first!" I exclaimed
"It's going to be too late."
By forced I also took my sandals in the box dalem ni t-shirts because of ketek gara clean bathroom I just remove it. Instead of punishment again haha. I was the same temen temen ran kebirit birit kayak pursued satpol pp. Headed to the front field of the mosque. Ginilah all day I was full of running larian. From a distance I've seen if the front of the mosque a lot of friends my friend already on the get together.
"Ok hey you are, be hurry please! I will counting you until five!" Cried the teacher bp from a distance
I am temen temen punrpaksa have to increase the speed of my running volume with terbirit my briquettes and friends run away,
"Ishhhh, I'm dying to die every day like this!" I told myself
"Shout, someone shouted in the distance."
"Who else is calling!" I sighed silently. "
"Jeng, Jejeng!"
"Like the sound of alep dah. Mmmm where yak?"
I also cast my eyes, backward
"Woi!" I went to Alep
"Paan?"
"Belagu lo fuck what?
"Hahaha, woles times,! Kenape dah? Kangen with me?" I exclaimed.
"Hahah iye jeng I miss you!" Alep said, pinching my cheek
"Anjir sick!"
"Hehehehe" alep was just laughing ngeliat me in pain.
"Eh jeng.,!"
Suddenly the teacher broke off the conversation I was alep going to his arrival.
"Bismillahirrahmannirrahim, assalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.
"May the peace, mercy, and blessings of Allah be with you too"
"Well the kids are welcoming the annual apple ceremony that will be held next week we will start cleaning around the dorms starting today!
I was also waiting for my turn for a clean clean place sharing while chatting alep. My conversation, gk tau begins from where and I do not know also where end. The important thing is everything okey.
"Eh jeng .. Lu how the same fikri? Ask alep
"What about lep?
"Your relationship!
"What's the relationship lep?
"Ishhh, serious me ni" said alep gedeg
"I'm also serious lep"
"Stingy lo!" Said alep while jitak my head
I was just bales with a smile.
Creating Changes Requires Azha Azzuna's Work of Patience
A FEW DAYS LATER.
Friday is the happiest day for the children of the lodge. Yes the number of days off. But I do not think it's the most dull day holiday for me. The most cape day. It's Friday's most dazzling day for the boarders. Because the day you meet the name of a member, listen to his chatter, angry anger what. But sometimes something that makes us upset in the past will be a special memory in us. One time I was once asked my members.
"kak Koq brother really bad jutek we are wrong what the hell kak kakut kakut kaket we are so, we know kok actually brother his person excited, clever becanda, cool, but why the hell kakka jutek bangrt equals us .. even though we also want story to brother!
I also sometimes reflect on the plain word adek adek my innocent class plain class. Sometimes I also ask myself. Am I so bad? Guys change it takes process maybe god give way to me. Through those who want to tell me. Starting from them I understand the affection, social, attention etc deh that gk can I sebutin one one. Until finally I have to say to myself if I'm NASTY. One night, when I was cool again fired for art performances. I was called by the tutor.
"Jeng here!" Exclaimed the teacher
"Yeah, hey!
"Sit
I was sitting right in front of my supervising teacher.
"What's the book, I'm called?" Ask me.
"Hm, Gini, you are my duty to become a cadre of art for our annual cottage apple ceremony!
"Whaaats? Not wrong book? I broke off the conversation.
"Hahah, Emang I never lie to you!
"Yeah thank you.
"Yes you wait aja call tomorrow yes
"Yes the book is ready!
I left, and returned to my art base. A few days later I moved to the art head of balcon auditorium. Confused what to start because here I adek class, and must join my senior. It's mixed up. I think I'm here to help my class kaka. It turns out I was trusted to make. Paint the face of the trimurti. Sedanhkan I brlum ever nqmanya ngelukis altogether. Only prayer capital I'm sure I can. First of all I am still confused about what to do and who must lo tau gie here ngelukis on plywood gedenya four meters times three meters full face people. Easy to do if difficult dilakuin. And I do not know how many times I have to repeat my painting. Gradually I started to get used to, this challenge for us in ten days we must be able to paint 120 plywood. Complete and must be installed on day 11.
Confused, lethargic, shocked g tau what to say. But run ajah is the capital of intention and belief. All must be missed. Gradually I run the life on this balcin, I'm sure all will be well ajah. Hungga one day I try to make nelpon home. My sense of kangen to nyokap can not be dammed again.
Tuuut, tuuuut,
I try to call once not picked up. Feelings began to agitate attack me.
"Hallo assalamu'alaikum mah I'm Mamah How's the news?
"Good Mamah kok dear.
"Mamah where mah on the phone really hard?" I asked
"Mamah at the hospital, sick adek," said mamah on the phone
"Loh mah kok not ngabarin me? Adek sick what? I exclaimed shocked. Is that just keeping my feelings?
"Adek there is nerve inflammation in the brain.Karindia fainted continue, so mama want to bring home adek to your house doain let me cepet recovered, yes!
My tears were not able to drown any more tears moisten the cheeks. I'm trying hard to hear this. After the conversation I ended I tried to erase my tears. There's just a word in my heart. GIVE WOMAN HOME.
The more my heart is getting more and more troubled denger adek me into the hospital many times I can only diem. Contemplating, I do not think it's me. Belom again I denger kalo bonyok fight back at home whatever is in my mind at that time. I can just diem diem and diem, I dah start ninggalin activities I including cadre art. Severe.
I do not know what to say and how and what to do lakuin. I have no place to lean on. I can only bury. Until at one point I really bener gk hold me crying in the office. Tears I've not hold for dammed. GUE WANT TO GO HOME I screamed in my heart.
"Jeng elu why nangis? Asked that shocked iven watching me crying in the office
"I just do not want to cry," I replied
"Jeng I see the end of this late lu diem ajah, dech why si? There must be a problem, the story dong.This is not you know," persuade iven
"Ven adek I went to the hospital,"
"Loh koq can?
And finally I tell you all what's on my mind, I'm outin 'all. Ampe finally my body hot.
"Yaudah jeng lu sleep first ya bsdan lu hot, calm yourself wrote all this first there is a hikmahnya surely!
I slept for a while and entered dreamland. Yes. God, . You are a giver of ease, make a slave woman clever patient and clever to be grateful for your favourah god. Day after day I passed, and from here I found the meaning of the word grateful, and my affection found the people, who used to be far from me. From the problem we learn to be patient from poverty we learn to be grateful. Never regret what has happened. And try to change with confidence
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