Hello May,2022
TIME is running so fast, It nearly half of the year , just imaging we only few months away from Halloween & even Christmas.
How precious are TIME to each of us?
For me, its priceless and we can't bought it or claimed it anywhere once its out.
I ask myself, what I wanna do with the TIME I have now? I had worked for nearly 23 years of my life, from being a Waitress, Nursery Clerk, An Accountant and end up spending my TIME singing, traveling, have a family and kids.
I started working since Im waiting for my SPM result as a part time Waitress in one of the famous Hotel in my hometown. That TIME I was turning 18years old.
In the end I'm stuck with a job which I'm passionate about. I sing. All the office works and referral job given to me was rejected. I really am happy with my job as a Stage Singer.
20 years, was the TIME I spend to be in this industry. In a year I might fly for every 3 months for any job contract. From my younger year until I'm reached 40years old,I'm still working. Until COVID-19 hit us. Most of the people I know, lose their job, change their job or even jobless.
As for me, being jobless is my choice.
I need all the TIME I have to look after my mother ( Cancer Stage 4) brother (Stroke Survivor) and three of my kids. This is my TIME to look after them. Its my TIME to spend and being responsible.
As for this TIME, I know I've been talked behind my back for being jobless. I've even been called lazy. Gosh, I've been named calling with such word as if I'm one of their family members. He/She are more worried if Im Jobless or not. So, I personally thanking this person for still cared about me as my name will always be chanting by you. 馃き馃き馃き
Im smiling while writing this down and I was wondering, was he/she had a bad TIME ?
Maybe he/she didn't get the proper sleep.
Does it hurt to see me being Jobless? Does it hurt for him/her to see me happy? Does it hurt to see me moving on?
Does it? TIME had make me forget the past. Even the face or memories are getting erased slowly. I am tired to argue with fake people. So I will just gonna agree eventhough its wrong,just to save TIME.馃榿
I always advice myself, every TIME I read such negative things, I will remind myself not to indulge myself into being that poor quality type of person.
For me, I cherish the happiness and quality TIME I spend with my priceless people. 7@8 hours TIME of sleeps and also I had the TIME to do my 5 times prayers. I'll do what important to me rather then venting something which is useless.
Every TIME I wrote something here, it is for myself thought so I'm aware what I had done, what I had feel and what are the purpose of me being human.
Without wasting TIME and needing the positive energy for a great mental health, TIME is the right deal. Never take it for granted. Don't waste any on being harsh, angry, hates, or any negatives trait to other people. Read a book, earn knowledge. You will gain something.
TIME is running out. I need to take a rest because tomorrow is gonna be a busy day for me. Spending TIME with families and friends for Eid-Al-Fitr. TIME is precious, even a minute or seconds count.
Do you have what I have now? The TIME with families and friends? Call them, they will sure miss you if you are away. Because we can look for money by working or selling or loaning, but the quality of TIME spending with the people we love, may not be bought, may not be loaned and may not be back again.
[Edited Using Canva & Photolab]
