Sitting trembling against fear
Accompanied by a bottle of pills
The soul rebelled, the hand trembled,
Should I go or should I just cancel?
Decisions without coercion
It is something heavy for me,
It is better for me to be forced than to give in
This is like a death sentence for me.
I dare myself to enter
Looking at the weather outside the window,
My heart was pounding because my mind was beginning to waver
The mind is confused
My hands are getting colder
My heart is pounding
I sat down on my udder
I tried to hold back all the bad thoughts that crossed my mind.
I want to go home,
That's my intention,
I have to be brave,
I have to fight this feeling
It's not as easy as ABC,
It doesn't go away just by saying, "everything will be okay".
I have to fight,
Yes, I have to fight this weakness
As I writing this,
And I looked out of the mirror,
It's dark,
only thick clouds visible.
In the mouth of the speaker,
heard a message that pleases my heart,
"We will be landing shortly"
My heart beats again with its rhythm
But the black cloud is still there,
I have to fight,
I have to be brave
Don't let this feeling dominate me
My mind is wiser than my heart.
I started thinking logically
The only thing that was hit was the cloud
This large bird created to overcome all odds
The weather just an obstacle
The captain who steers the ship is more qualified
And I don't need to doubt him
I have to be sure of him,
I have to trust him.
"Cabin Crew, please be seated for landing"
I smile and my panic is gone,
I see small houses that look beautiful
Green trees decorate the landscape.
Touch down!
(I Wrote This While I Was On My Flight Going Back Home On My Notes. I Indeed Have To Take A Half Tab Of Diazepam To Calm Me Down. since it's bad weather and we've been delayed. By The Time We Are Landing, I Have Finished This Whole Poem, and I Can Distract Myself From Panicking.)
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