Does anyone else feel absolutely exhausted? I mean, not physically but mentally, or maybe both. I just feel drained. I'm going to bed 2 hours earlier than usual because I just can't seem to keep my eyes open. I read somewhere that stress could be the cause, but who knows. I'm pretty stressed at the moment, due to the fact that I have no money.
Money is needed for absolutely everything, and honestly it sucks when you have none. But then again I'm sure rich people get stressed sometimes... right?
I haven't always been worried about money. As a child I never needed to be. My parents always provided and gave me the best life they could. I guess you could say I had a much easier childhood than some. We lived in England and then moved to Australia where the lifestyle is pretty great. My Dad worked his ass off building a company while investing in various other projects. My biggest worry when I was younger was trying to pick an outfit for the weekly Friday night disco.
Everything changed when I was 12. But that's a story for another time.
I often dream about going back to those days. Having no cares in the world. Growing up isn't everything I thought it would be. I always wanted to be older, to move out of home, fall in love. But I know now it's definitely not everything it's cracked up to be.
Maybe I'm just exhausted from feeling so lonely all the damn time. Can you be exhausted by that? Probably not, but I'll add it to my long list of reasons why I'm so tired.
I know what you're probably thinking. 'This girl can bounce between topics like a yo-yo.' And it's true. When I write these posts I let my mind go. It's the best and easiest way for me to get everything off my chest. Even stuff I didn't know I needed to get out there.
Bed time for me, goodnight from Australia everyone.
Until next time,
Meliss
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