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we all have done things that we seek forgiveness for, within ourselves and sometimes from others but when it comes to ourselves we lack that thing.
I could forgive others for doing wrong to me and I'll hold no grudges but when it comes to forgiving myself, I'd never do that. Forever the guy who'll look into the mirror and will hate every bit of it and the rage that keeps on building inside is something I fear when it comes out, will hurt people that I care about. I don't know how I do find reasons to justify hating myself more and never forgiving the things that have went wrong and I've did wrong when I'm the one who got hurt and didn't deserve any of it but maybe I do.

Life humbles you to forgive others

Life has it's own way of teaching you things and it'll find ways to humble you to the point where you don't want to keep anything to yourself, no more grudges, no more hate for anyone You just know none of that will matter and are going to forgive people like it doesn't matter at all and you'll move on, you'd stay away and distance yourself from those people but you've already forgiven those people You just don't want them to ruin your peace again so you'd distance or perhaps isolate yourself, everyone have their own way of coping things But there are times when people who are close to you will prove you wrong, like you could forgive everyone but there's always someone, someone you'd never forgive And I won't lie I have that someone too, that I don't hate but won't forgive in this life or after even it cost me heaven I wouldn't forgive. And that's quite enough to tell Why'd sometimes people don't forgive others.

God would forgive us, but we won't?

The real horror is knowing that some people know and have learnt that the god would forgive them but the people won't There's always those people who'd never forgive you, makes sense if you've did wrong perhaps God won't forgive you as long as that person don't forgive you. But my point is if we ask forgiveness from God he'd forgive, people don't often ask for forgiveness from people who they did wrong, they don't even try either ego or afraid that they won't but when you're not even trying to ask forgiveness from the people than you don't even feel guilty? Right? Be the one willing to ask for forgiveness of someone if you've did wrong so that you both could live in peace Start with yourself, speak to yourself and forgive yourself first and that's the first step for better thing rest people know better who to forgive and who to not so no one else can make judgement for others in this matter and guess you'd agree with that too? Or would love to know what's your thoughts about it. that's all folks.

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