There are times when, for unknown reasons, everything comes out of the water, it's bad, and you are like, "What the hell!" You begin to correct, you try to do something last that could correct the situation, look at the work, and understand the reason for the mistakes. And after a failure in finding a solution, it comes, there is not no depression, rather apathy, boredom and laziness with an unpleasant sediment of irritation. I know this kind of war is all creative and it's not a simple battle, it's a battle with an invisible opponent. Many were defeated in such battles, they abandoned their passion, their passion. Perhaps someone even admitted that what he was doing was simply not his topic. And how to understand that this is my topic or yours? Time will tell? Maybe. I'm like that myself. My path began in childhood when I tried to draw a portrait of a beauty from comics. I did not succeed, I could not understand why. Probably it's not mine. The phrase "probably it's not mine," was pronounced by myself personally.
Nobody knew about the recent surrender, and although the adults kept saying how well I draw, I knew that it was the end.
But the trick is that wherever you look you will notice one important detail with it you need to understand - nothing and no one is given simply. Business, sport, art - these are the few spheres of life in which you will encounter a powerful opponent - with yourself. And do not underestimate yourself, you can be the most dangerous for yourself. Many may think that they throw because of problems with a partner, coach, because of their parents, or because of lack of skills, special skills, and of course Talent. No, you give up because of the defeat to yourself, and all these problems are just a background.
I have a picture of the artist on the wall. There is no Caravaggio with Repenym not. This guy I do not know, in the photo I see a man in a checkered shirt about thirty years old, bending over the portrait of the girl lying on the table, and continues to draw. All would be nothing, if not for one But. This guy has small arms from the shoulder of centimeters 25, at the end of which (only one) has something like a finger and everything ... this photo replaces half of my library with books about leadership, personal growth and motivation. / Div>
I'm writing all this to explain why I drew what I drew.
This is a picture of my personal struggle, the fight against the muse. By the word "muse" I mean not only her absence, but all the problems that I still continue to face. But I already know what will happen to these problems, what will happen to my personal enemy. Always remember the phrase that Napoleon Hill said:
Do not defeat yourself - you will be defeated by yourself