One day
I yelled at him
He was angry with me
I could not bare let him die so i did that
But after he died I regret that day so many nights..
Mom said few days ago
she regret to being an bad wife with dad
I could understand her mind very much
Then suddenly my that guilty was timided after the conversation
How many times she remind him and how long
More than me maybe
I dont know what it is
But we still remember and also miss him so much
What is this connection and strong feeling ..
I donno yet...