I love the way you concluded.
You can definitely find it within yourself. Let go of all your worries little by little. Prioritize yourself, work towards healing. Give room for no negative energy and I'm sure you will be fine.

I've been there before but I don't want to bore you with words.
Be happy for yourself first.

I wish you the best best. And if you feel like letting it all out, please feel free. It will help reduce the pain.

❤️❤️❤️