During this time, you will have changed the type of people you spend your time with, which may be due in large part to the changing environment, but in any case there is a great benefit when you decide which of your friends are the ones who do good to you. your life, the evolution of people is fascinating, I mean people as individuals, to personal evolution.
The future should be shaped by the actions of my present and my actions are influenced by mistakes in my past, when you have made so many bad decisions it is difficult to pretend that they have not affected your life until now.
With limited knowledge, you will feel stuck in a job, so progress in the best way you find available to you, and manage your own projects develop your personality, this will comfort you at a certain level, although you still feel inadequate, it happens to today, look back and think about how different you are now from how you were yesterday, you will see how you are no longer the same person.
You have to see what happens next, it takes many years to understand that each mistake made serves as an experience, we are the direct result of these, but we should not be condemned or enslaved, they should be lessons learned from the misconception and see what we should do. What all others do to be successful, just because we have made mistakes in the past does not mean that it should hinder our future, so write and surround people who make me feel alive and happy, we all deserve it.