We all have the potential to create art and beauty, but in turn many of us do not know our capacity or we are not sure how to unlock it, there are ways and means that can help using the past as a catalyst, as long as you accept the same you will be ready to start your future, one in which you teach the world all that potential.
The first thing you should do is find what makes you feel positive, once you get your job and this is to call the passion of some way to be perfect your skills, everything in life can be improved with practice, but Remember to do it because you like it and not because it is a job, you can show the results through the different means available and you have them at hand today.
If criticism helps you to be a better person, then it works. If criticism only succeeds in making you feel bad, take a break, stop criticizing yourself and focus on what makes you a good person now, once you can find something good about yourself, analyze criticism in small objectives that you can if you are a self-critical and goal-oriented person, keep these traits because they make you what you are today, if you are difficult to satisfy, and you want so much to become a future version of yourself, that you forget that you are a great person today.
You may think that to be happy, you need a large number of material things, but in reality, the people who have the most difficult lives can smile while other people with all the wealth and luck in the world are still unhappy, it is possible to love you to yourself now, regardless of the circumstances, you can not become a better person if you do not love your own potential.