I also forget things, especially when I'm tired, but I think that's "normal". Work, fatigue, obligations... I had to have heart surgery at the age of 28. I didn't want to, but my body demanded it. It was a kind of reset. I came to terms with it, that is, I adjusted my obligations to the new me.I've been carrying that "silicone" inside me for 13 years, sometimes it's better than it's worse. But there's no surrender. Because life is a constant struggle, even with yourself.