Bakit ganito ang buhay? Bakit ganun sila? Tatawagan ka pag kailangan ka nila, pag nabigay mo na hinihingi nila ni tawagan ka di na nila magawa. Di man lang nagtanong kung kumusta ka na. Gusto ko sila makita at makasama pero ang tanong ay kung gusto ka rin ba nila makita at makasama. Minsan sinubukan kong sabihin na uuwi ako sa bahay, ang sagot sa akin... ano gagawin mo dito. Ang sakit. Ang sakit talaga sa dibdib.. pero okay lng yon. Pinapasadiyos ko na lang lahat. Nagdadasal ako na Siya na lang bahala sa akin at maibsan ang sakit. Nagpapasalamt pa din ako at maswerte dahil ang Panginoon ay kasama ko.
(Why is life like this? Why do they like that?They will call you when they need you, when you give what they ask for, they can't even bother to call you. They didn't even ask how you were. I want to see them and be with them but the question is, if they also want to see and be with me. Once, I tried to say I was going home, then they answered back what are you gonna do here?. Hurt!.. it's really hurt. But its okay. I lift up everything to God. I pray that God will take care of me and ease the pain. But still I'm grateful and blessed because God is with me.)
