WOW.! that is truly deep and thank you for trusting me a complete stranger to share yourself this way. I was an English Literature freak and loved Shakespeare. Wrote poetry and was a hippy child. Then life took hold and work and marriage and kids and mortgage and all the shit that life throws at you. Death and taxes and all and I lost my niche for writing somewhere. I can not even find my poems in all the moves and such. A while ago I started writing again, as I was inspired by a fellow Steemian. Now I am in the throws of renovations and I can not find my poem heart again. So ..now I read yours. I love them. Keep writing, maybe in age its all we have left.