Thank you very much. I had a book of things I'd saved that I'd written
Beginning in high school, and also a whole bunch of pencil sketches
and Self Portraits I'd done over the years. During my sojourn into
Darkness of addiction, I lost all of it. I've considered trying to
Get hypnotized to try and recover the writings at least.
It is terrible what drugs and alcohol do to us.
Now that I'm old and my body is broken
Down by 40 yrs of abuse, I'm clean
And sober, but now what? I am
Almost lost trying to figure
Out what to do with
Myself.