Am in big mess. My husband wanna divorce me and I don't even know the way out. Worse yet, I know it's all my fault, that's why am finding it difficult to tell my family members. Someone should help out.
People of God, how are you people today? How many of you missed me? For good 9 days, I was absent from the platform because of my mum's health and other issues beyond my control. I really fought to limit the issues and at the end, instead of limiting the issues, reverse was the case. Hahaha, do you guys know that the issues limited me. Yea, they limited my performance in the platform. Too bad. Above all things, am glad I made it back. Thanks.
Alright, Alright. Back to the issue at hand. I got married to a handsome beautiful husband 5 years ago.He has all it takes to care for a wife. Yea, even during this cashless policy that affected almost all Nigerians, we were living happily. Honestly, we lacked nothing good. We even helped other people. He had already built a house before he got married to me. Also, he bought a car for me few days after marriage to show his gratitude for giving him my virginity. But, above all things, am lacking something because he too is lacking something 馃槀
After a year and six months, there was no child. The mother asked me if there is any issue, I told her no as far as am concerned. He asked the son too and he told her no. After 2 years, I took his sperm, conducted some test, and found out it's inactive. According to my doctor, nothing could be done. While thinking on what to do, the mother came the following day, asking me to give her grandchild anyhow I want.
I asked my husband for us to visit our doctor for some tests. He rejected my suggestion as if he knows it's his fault. All his family members kept on tormenting me as if it's my fault and he's not doing anything to protect me. The last time I asked him why?, he said I should not disturb him. Infact, I should go and check myself. Since my husband and his family are now heaping the blame on me, I decided to do it my own way.
One day, as I was crying indoors, my husband's driver knocked at my door, I opened for him. He tried consoling me and bit by bit, we started kissing and at the end, we had sex unintentionally. Both of us promised to conceal the sin and never to do it again. Yet, time without number, we indulged into same act and at the end, my love for the guy exceeded that to which I have for my husband. 3 months later, I conceived and gave birth to a bouncing baby boy. Wow, the guy is more than active oo.
Today, my husband left house for a business trip. After 30 minutes, I went inside bathroom, while bathing my face, someone opened the bathroom door, touched my buttocks and I responded this way:
Come on baaby, calm down naa, I will soon be with you. I will give it to you the way I've been doing. But this time, I want a baby girl. Thank God my husband have traveled to Abuja this morning, I wish plane will crash for us to enjoy ourselves forever. Just undress, am coming
At this point, the person I intended talking with haven't respond. I quickly washed off foam from my face. When I turned, guess who am seeing! My husband.
My people, am finished. What do you think my husband will do to me now? Should I expose his weakness to him and to his family? The best thing for him now, is it not to forgive me, accept me and the baby back, and also appreciate me for giving him a baby boy? Meanwhile, didn't I danced to the tune of my mother-in-law? Is it a crime?
