I'm so sorry to hear that you're going through a tough time right now. It sounds like you're feeling really overwhelmed and stressed out, and that's totally understandable.

I know it's hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel right now, but I want to encourage you to keep going. You're doing the right thing by reaching out for help and connecting with others. It sounds like you have a lot of people who care about you and want to support you.

I also want to remind you that it's okay to not be okay. It's okay to feel sad, angry, frustrated, or whatever else you're feeling. Don't try to bottle up your emotions. Allow yourself to feel them, and then find healthy ways to cope with them.