Ah, it is a pity that we so rarely open this wise book, in which there are answers to all questions, but we remember this only in moments of grief or despair. Faith for salvation. In my life there were several miracles sent to me from above. It's sad that my poor English won't let me talk about it. I think there is nothing wrong with wanting something or striving for something, but it will still be given by our faith.
"So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the
door will be opened."
I am grateful for Your kind words and such a good comment. Thank you, @bentleycapital, for taking the time for this walk :)