Did you ever invest your time, energy,and money into everything and eventually it failed? I suppose many of us have been in that situation.
At the moment, I am on the verge on that journey. I don't know how I will be dealing with it but I have spent at least three years, discovering myself and venturing into different path. I learned so many great lesson of life that I could never get in school. These life lesson sure is great but pragmatically, it was very costly. I suppose life is that costly.
" Are you going to regret it?"
" No. I have spent three years learning about that. The regret and the past. I spent three years building my identity and memory from scratch. I won't spend another decade regretting over life and things I should have done".
If I could literally be in death comma and awake once more, survived numerous accident, life-threatening situation, suicidal tendencies and thoughts, I could survive another decade with things I have learned the past three years. As much as I get tired of life, here I am still trying to fight for it because everyday, I meet people who inspire me to keep going.