The moment we compromise, that's when we actually added these stressor haha. These past 3 years, I compromise a lot and that's where the stressor in my life accumulated.

Not that in the past I was wealthy, I was far from that but I was definitely comfortable and had more control over how I spend and my own independence. These days, I have neither of those. At the same time, Having to constantly move between one economic reality to the other can be draining too. But these days, I try to be less controlling about my environment and totally surrender my life according to HIS will. Best I can do is now just simply work towards the better version of myself.