Today is the last day of June and that being said, I’d love to reflect on many things happening this month.
You know, it feels as if it was yesterday I got so obsessed with baking. It feels as if yesterday was just May. And it feels as if yesterday, I was still adjusting to my new life. More importantly, it feels as if just yesterday, I was almost going back into the loop of burning out.
A few weeks ago, a friend of mine introduced me to this language learning app. I was hesitant at first to actually do it because I don’t really have time for something trivial and mundane. I still have so much to take care of and I am needing more energy to do so. Somehow, I just decided to give it a try. Afterall, this month, I ask myself some important questions to help me move further in life. So, that new environment sort of gave me the novelty I needed in life. In the end, I ended up learning more about the country I live in and relieving some of my nomad stories and experiences.
Then, last week, I got to see my newly born nephew. He’s living 4 hours from where I live and that gives me a chance to travel to see him. I got to see some places that help me refresh my mind. So, I am very thankful for that experience. It was a good surprise and something I didn’t expect I would really do.
This month though, there were times when I felt so drained. There were moments when I felt like I was not making any progress in life. As in, I wasn’t disciplined enough to do all the things that would greatly impact my life. So, July is when I am going to strive to do better.
This month, many things happened but I just didn’t really have the time to sit down and process it all. I suppose because of my messed up sleep patterns, it was pretty challenging to actually process things and make sound decisions.
For someone who has sleep problems, only this time I understand how my poor sleep habit and sleep pattern has caused me to greatly suffer and partly caused me to make wrong decisions. It’s as if I am a different person when I am sleepless. That’s why next month,before making any major decision and anything I would definitely ask myself.
Have I slept enough last night or these past few days?
Since any decision I made while I am sleepless while it’s temporary fun and all that stuff, once I sleep well, sometimes I wonder why I even made that decision 😆
Next month, focus is going to be the keywords for my life. I’ve been goofing off a bit and though I mentioned it a lot here, it’s time to do something about it before it all gets too late 😄
That’s probably it I can share for this end of month personal update.
