Dear M,
Even tho you said thank you and you know that I am always here to talk, I doubt that you would call me any day soon, it's not like I could help much, and that's the most powerless moment that I have, wish I could help. I am not telling my mum or sister about any bad news neither all the time, I know they could not help much and would just be worried about me, is that what you feel as well? I don't know, maybe that's what my friend said about my overthinking problem.
I am often worried that I would say something wrong to upset you or interrupt your study, or anything else. I am not sure about lots of things nowadays, could not think straight most of the time. Hope this week's getting out of the house would help me clear some of the thoughts.
If I don't text you, that doesn't mean that you are not in my mind, probably just cos I don't know how to cheer you up. I am trying not to trying too hard.
Hope you are having a good sleep right now.
love, lyong
