And it took a long time to be able to write this song. For the first 2 years...I just thought he was still alive, but we hadn't talked for a while. There were a lot of shocks. Remembering that he was gone. Now, I do understand that he is not coming back. A life taken too young, he had a stroke at age 35. We are blessed that we had as much time together as we did, the doctors said it could have happened to him at any time in his young life, there was something 'wrong' in his brain.

Now I am just grateful for all the wonderful memories that we made together, growing up and causing all sorts of trouble. He was a big part of my first child Eddie's life. And later on got to know Brendan, Kiedis and Stryder. I will meet him again one day...for now I have peace knowing he is an Angel who watches over our family day and night.
Cheering us on from the other side.