Someone had mistreated me in a setting that was public and embarrassing. In fact I felt so crushed when I found myself in a spotlight that she was pointing at me while clearly picking on me out of the desire to bring me down... it was and it still is absurd.
The thing is ...it has been a side task that was under paid and that is my fault too. I have never been quite as embarasased.
I am unable to Eat shit with a straight face so I was honest about this. I said āOh, I completely agree that what has happened is unacceptable- totally.ā
I just donāt know how to approach this. I want to keep the bridge in tact but I sure as heck donāt want to be any where near it at this point.
Itās cool that I feel that I am not the one who is at a loss - it is the other way around!