For the last three months I've been quite distract and busy with life both on and beyond Steemit. It's not like the usual me and the strength I poured in about eight months ago when I joined Steemit.
I joined Steemit on January 20th and for four months it was the best place to be. But then I tried to be a better self, taking lots of classes, studies, engagements, community works and stuffs that kept me on edge for the last four months.
Today I went to see a doctor after series of test and she said I need to have a bit of time to relax as my stress level is quite high. Well, I think she is lying cause I'm just getting ready to pack more energy into what I do here on Steemit. This isnt the time to relax but the time to gather all you can so you will reap later someday.
I've missed it here quite much. I really mean it, I've missed the community, the interactions, the smiles and the wars. I've missed the spammers and the scammers too. I missed contents from my best of authors, 
balance, balance and organization.
My priority now will be to organize my life in shape. Full attention will be given to what a pay attention to, who I talk to, for how long will you have my attention and what comes before what.
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My advice to youths who are pouring themselves into the crypto / blockchain space would be to choose what to focus on. It's a vast ocean, you are young and ready to explore. But first know where to focus your energy on. Then strike a balance.
So, let's do this once again. I'll start by losing a lot of distractions now so my mind can focus on what's is important. Also important will be my list of who to check on in the Steemit community. I'll start with the old list of favourite authors I had before. Checking up on who is still making some contributions to the growth of the community.
I'll also be needing my Steempower back for effective engagement with the community. So by this weekend I'll be taking all my delegated Sp back and maybe buy in a little more to make up to 1000 Steempower. For projects I was supporting, don't see my removal of Dsp as a disapproval of your projects. I'm sure this is going to be fun.
I'll talk about first love someday soon but for now tell me, what have you been up to lately? What's happening round the community? Holiday is over, now some serious work and engagement mode activated.