I hadn't posted my last blog yet and my mother called. she was in the shed and she was working on the refrigerator. and got down on her knees. But she couldn't get up anymore. which frightened her. she had crawled to the house on her knees and called me. I was there in a minute. And I helped her on the couch. Immediately the feeling I had when my dad was terminal came back. And you're going to get all sorts of things in your head. After some deliberation, I called 911 anyway. My mother is no longer the youngest. And after a small check, there was no need for her to go to the hospital. She does have to go to the doctor. And from there we see further. after sitting for a while she was also able to walk carefully again. I helped her upstairs with a tablet she can netflix. And I've agreed that tomorrow I'll help her with whatever. The ambulance brother was very good. He calmed us down. it turned out that the man had also worked with my father. a very long time ago. You can say a lot about the Netherlands and that everything is bad. But I think our health care is very good. Even when my father passed away, I can only say that they treat people in a very humane and respectful way. thick pumice
When she called me I was quite high and tame. But such things make you sober in a second. I'm back home now and I'm smoking one joint after another. I'm starting to feel something again and I'm about to go to bed. Fortunately, I have the feeling that there was nothing really serious about my mother. And it's just old age. but luckily there was nothing wrong with her heart or her head. And she hadn't fallen. But the fear was there for a while.
I'm sharing this to clear my mind a bit. I am well aware that I am powerless, just as I was with my father. I can help my mother with a healthier lifestyle. But to be honest I don't live like an athlete either. but I'll do my best.
But there will come a time when she will be gone. And how hard I don't want to think about that. I do that sometimes. And I would be at peace with the thought that she would be back with my father by then. she misses him. But Dad you have to wait a little longer. in Valhalla
Nevertheless, I am closing this post on a positive note. I had a good day. the weed has won over the tensions it took some weed. next week the weather will be nice and that is exactly what my mother and I need.
thank you for coming to read my story. I liked writing it off of me. Have a nice evening and see you next post.
peace
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