Well I haven't done this nearly as long as you have but yes

I totally get it

You are in some kind of transition.

I was and also felt kinda numbed out and uninspired.

It will pass. I hope.

Mine has but I now hjave little to say.

Perhaps this is progress? "Nothing" :)

Whatever the case... writing even seems pointless now. But art I am making. Pictures speak a thousand words and all of that.

Not to display, mind you. Just as a release.

I still dance.

I meditate less than I would like to.

People. I rarely see these days.

It seems enough to just be and still not enough.

But duality is to be expected.

I think you may have been targeted because we got on and some. I don't care to know more. Rollo May was wrong. Sometimes it is more dangerous to know.

You should come to Cape Town. I would like to meet you.

But I left the city and am living on a farm. With my mama. It is an interesting time and a privilege to get to know her as an adult with some experience about who I actually am. At last.

But it takes a great deal of isolation to figure out who that is for we humans.

"Liminality" is a slow process...

I wa in that space for 5 (?) years and am only now maybe (just maybe) beginning to see a different way of "being"

Mostly I can't be bothered :D But not in an "I don't care" way.

Just acceptance. More. And still trying to figure out when to bother responding