04-Oct-2023
What a meaning less day today was! As i knew it from the earlier day that she is probably ignore and avoiding me to eyes contact which may lead that no one can fall in the affection and love!
So, definitely she entered the room faster than the usually day and that time i have decided not to concentrate upon her. Not successfully passed all the time but perhaps most of the knocking time or each one can realised who is watching to whom.
So, basically in the morning to lunch time i could not know how she is focusing on me or not, but i have definitely not looked back her while going to my boss and she is busy at photocopier machine. Few more time i go and back but didn't focusing on her.
She is also going out of the door and not looking back, the biggest thrill was at the time being of my lunch, i am just done with my half of luch with bitter gourd fried. Then she is come to the female colleague and ask about something, also sit there to operate few her office desk work.
And that time I hear voice of my colleagues who is also shown interest upon her, i get shyness on that time and also getting laughed but control it very carefully. Eating and chewing food is going to annoyed for me. But nothing is worried and keep clam and normally doing all the things, i can watch her all the time but not do that except two or three times just may be fraction of second.
After that, when she is ready for lunch, passed the door and came in but didn't do what she all the time look at me.
(image from Internet for attraction)
As it was pre-plan, not to watch her and this will be lead the end of story as diary with her. Both are matured and have great egotistic personality and think this will not continue any story. Hopefully may be this an unofficially end before make any friendship or love story.
