Greetings pupil.
Season change, people change and so do interests. Holding onto infinite pleasures' for a long time is nothing but a waste of everything on its own. Life has its' beautiful presents, cherishing them at the right moment might lead us to a serene reality which is sort of blurred with the daily negotiations.
My mind is diverted and inverted, tonight. Thoughts are brushing in and giving out rhythms of unwanted mysteries. I feel I am not the same me who has discussed and planned out her moves precisely. It is not a barrier that I face now, but still nothing is certain and that makes me stutter.
After presuming an incident, coming to a halt is not quite normal for me. Although, I do not assume much, yet the gut feelings got me shaken this time. It was not a strong one though, but reverberating thoughts occupied my neuron movements, I could feel the presence of something unwanted.
I have started talking about seasons and now I am sharing my emotional imbalance, do you not think it is indifferent of us, Indifferent to dwindle between two opposite self of ourselves? I think this is called mixed feelings. When you are focusing on something particular but your mind has too much to take and too less to transmit to other parts, we have mixed feelings. No message is delivered and neither are we getting any signal.
During such moment in time, I realize that life is beautiful. We do not need every answer. Not everything needs to have a question. Sometimes we do not have to know the history to move on. Sometimes we can just give a break to ourselves. We can breathe and breathe fresh air. Take in all, slow and steadily. It is okay to have mixed feelings and it is normal not to be aware of all sort of negotiations.
As seasons pass and another yet season arrives, we mix into the new season and cherish the new felt feelings. Nothing is subtle and nothing is soar, living every core is not a necessity. I prefer not dragging a topic far, so I am going to keep it short and lastly I would like to share with you the little story that led me here.
For the past few years, the weather has been drastically changing and precisely in Bangladesh, the country of 6 seasons, it is no surprise how the shift in weather is causing tension over the people. Additional to the environmental change, economic crisis is another stress that is adding to our expenses, although, the rate of job seekers hasn't reduced but increased.
The loss caused by the pandemic has still left residues and which is still not recovered. Families are still struggling with fees and bills, yet no external income source is detected. The needy are becoming more needy and the rich are still rich. With this crisis atmosphere, the one thing that we are not helping is ourselves and our neighbors. We all are visiting places and giving feed to our hunger but who will care for another?
I too love visiting places and sight seeing, I too love leaving my signature and coming back to reminisce about it all. Who does not? Actually, we all are selfish our way in and out. It is only natural for us to think for ourselves and be satisfied. The alarming atmosphere does not startle us to start a change, to take a step, to climb and help others climb. All what we do is think of oneself. How long, till we figure out what are the wrong choices that we made? How long?
~The End~
This is my thirteenth post in HIVE. I hope to connect well with everyone. This is me here, Lemonade1, I am a bookworm, meaning I love reading books more than anything. It is my first priority and also my last. Besides everything else, I love traveling and I aim to create my travel diary here.
~~ Life is too short, so I like when we argue less and converse more. Be productive than being futile. Spread our wings and fly freely. I hope you are with me. ~~
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Assalamualaikum, may peace be upon you.
