~ Is it too much to ask? ~

Greetings pupil.

Is it too much to ask if I want to travel in a local bus and want nobody to touch me? Is it too much to ask if I want to travel in a local bus and want to get up and get down from it when it is stationary? Is it too much to ask if I want no legs to come to my seat on a local bus? Is it too much to ask if I want no hands to protrude from behind and obscure my privacy while I am comfortably having my time? I do think it is too much.

There is much that life has given me, starting from the roughs to the relaxation, I have lived it all up but nothing too much but always too less. Extravagant is words of the riches, and I am tired of hearing it. When will it be time that we talk less about promises and more about commitments? When will it be time that we argue less about love and more about time? When will it be time that we understand each others value than blame on each other? Life is never going to be a bed of roses and I am not hoping for it either. I am content how life is but, will it be too much to ask for a better life?

If I am poor am I willingly wanting to be poor? If I am rich am I willingly craving for it? Am I deserving to what I am making myself? Such questions are totally bothering my existence, especially when I start to think of the economy and our financial growth as a country. Are we making ourselves happy?

People are ready to judge you by how you appear, people are ready to judge you by your status but will there be no time when we will be not judged but instead will be listened too? Is it too much to ask for it?

Sitting ideal in between by medical degree, does it make me lazy? Unable to be able to return to the country where I am academically involved, is it right to have the gap? Am I being taken seriously? Are my studies nothing but joke? Will I get the allowance to be free from any rumors and be a victim to my choices? Will my academic degree not be accepted and I will be lost like a vagabond? Will it be not a moment of pride that I am a Bangladeshi and I have earned a MBBS degree and I am willing to serve the people of my country? Is it too much to ask to get a recognition and be able to serve my own country? Is it too much?

I have taken a toll, many of us have, life of a teenager and an adult is not so easy. Even some of our childhood had gone a total mess, was it supposed to be? Were we meant to get hurt on this planet? Is it too much to ask to be not prepared for the worse? Is it too much to ask to be not hurt? Is it too much to ask for a better life? Or, is it like we will again put it as a give and take thing, will we not learn? How long will it be too much to ask for?

This is my eighteenth post in HIVE. I hope to connect well with everyone. This is me here, Lemonade1, I am a bookworm, meaning I love reading books more than anything. It is my first priority and also my last. Besides everything else, I love traveling and I aim to create my travel diary here.