It was the third time this night that I was walking in this direction.
The wind blew in the opposite trajectory to my person, causing my hair to be ruffled by its whispering whistle, my mind kept spinning, my eyes were crystallized and my hands and legs trembled, everything that they said about that time I forgave, it was true.
It was too late, I could not save that life ...
No, I can. I can save you.
I started running with my weak legs and my cheeks soaked in tears, everything around me became cloudy and distant. It was not too late to save that small source of light that still shone dimly.
Yes, it was late.
My old converse made noises against the pavement every time my hurried footsteps crashed against it. She can not end her life, she has so much ahead, no ... I thought, her voice, her smile, everything that had lived together with my best friend flooded my mind and heart.
But it's already late, Ethan.
My agitated breathing was the only thing I heard in that desolate city, nobody could help me at this moment, all the people were sleeping and I would not stop to wait for anyone. I just wanted to save her.
You can not save her anymore.
I came to her house, she lived alone since her parents had left the world 5 years ago, without siblings, or any loved one who could help her. I wasted no time and went into the building without even stopping to see if it had broken something, the mere darkness was flooding the place and my eyes were not yet accustomed to such a black landscape.
-ALLYA, WHERE ARE YOU? -I shouted with all my strength, but no one answered except the icy silence that was in that place.- Allya? -I asked again, this time my voice started to become weaker ... No, no, no ...
She can not answer you.
I looked for the switch and went up the stairs as fast as I could to get to her room, noticing that the door was already open ... And I found her.
But not alive.
I took that paper and opened it with nerves and desire to vomit.
To: My dear Ethan.
From: The Revoltosa Al.
If you are reading this, it is because in the end I did what you most feared. And, I'm sorry, just ... I'm sorry.
Hello, dear Ethan, I know that this is not the time to write the following, but time passes and it does not forgive. First of all, I would like to tell you that my life with you has been full of falls and sensational takeoffs, you are and you will be the only friend I have ever had in my life.
Remember those movie and cookie afternoons? All, each of them I enjoyed.
Do you remember those hugs we gave each time we were sad? Of those in which we did not take off until we were both well.
I still remember that time as a child and I fell that we were playing in the park, my knee was scraped and you were the brave prince who helped me get up and took me home to heal my wounds.
And the fact is that you were always the knight in shiny armor that disappeared the scars and eliminated all my fears, defending myself from those ghosts and monsters that lived under my bed.
You dried my tears when my parents died, you silenced my fears and protected me as if I were the brightest treasure.
I thank you for everything, Ethan, for all those smiles, those songs that we sang on the terrace of your house watching the sunset.
Do you still remember that? I know you do it.
Ethan, say something ... At this moment I am giving up on you, my life and everything. I am selfish and I know it very well, but this suffering that is inside of me can not be eliminated in any other way.
I'll follow you anywhere and follow you, but I beg you, be the only one for me and do not forget me.
I'm not asking you to cry for me, on the contrary, I ask you to smile and laugh for that girl who accompanied you for 16 years. Remember, the smile is the best accessory you have to conquer girls.
Remember me when you watch the sunrise and when the stars snow, remember me when you come home and feel the slow music has stopped.
You know what I'm talking about, right?
I do not want to say goodbye, because that would mean that we will never see each other and that I will forget you, never again.
Oh, and Ethan almost forgot ...
Are you crying, boy? Do not cry, you're a girl if you do it. No, it's not true, you have the greatest right to express yourself.
Et, you're the only boy I've ever loved in my life, and for now I'm saying goodbye.
With love,
Al.*
When I finished reading the letter I let out a scream, my heart cringed and my chest hurt when I remembered everything that I lived with that beautiful girl that I fell in love with.
-Allya ... Do not die, please, no ... Not without telling you that I love you! I would give my whole life for you. Allya! ALLYA! DO NOT. -It was useless, my voice did not reach her, no matter how loud my voice was, it broke and it was heard tearful.
My trembling hand went to my pocket, from which I took out my cell phone and dialed 911.
Which I should have done from the beginning.
-Hello? ... Yes, I'm sorry, I want to ask for a unit.
