Good day beautiful ladies of 
Growing up I was also in my space and I didnāt like to mingle with other kids my age
I always saw people as disturbance to me
I liked being alone and on my own but it affected me in a very negative way
I was or I am still an overthinker because of that š„²
I donāt know how to express what I feel and ask for help when Iām in need most times
Iād be in such a tight space and I wouldnāt be able to tell anyone or share what I feel with anyone but my elder sister is so different
Sheās an open minded spirited person š„¹
She knows how to communicate to people and share her thoughts ā¦I always look at her and wonder how she does it without stressing her self or lifting a finger
She is so spirited
But on the other hand I and so different and self reserved
I decided to break out of my shell and find friends
It hasnāt been so easy for me because firstly I donāt even know how to communicate with people
Well I think Iāve started learning but Iām not improving so fastš
I spoke to her about it and she advised me she said finding friends and talking to people isnāt that difficult she said Iām just always holding my self back which I know is true
I really hope I become better some day don stop caging my self šI really hate how I over think little things and donāt give myself peace instead of me talking about it to someone who can give me advice and help me
If thereās anyway you can help me or give me tips on how I can make more friends please I would appreciate itš„¹please you can leave your reply in the comments and Iād be very happy thank you so much for your time and advice ā¤ļø
