I am a very positive person. I live each day like it is the last, my friends love me and I'm very lucky.
But there are days when I fall down. When I can't hold it anymore. I get stressed, I feel guilty, I overthink and I break down, I lay down in pain for hours crying for help. It hurts, very bad, and I don't know how to make it stop.
There is too much pressure, everyone around me waits for me to do my best and I get sick of the idea of disappointing them.
I have a lot to do for school, finals, and everything and I can't stop telling myself that I will fail.
I can't hold it anymore. I'm only human...
The pain hurts so bad.
I will get better, I promise, but maybe not today...
Writing about it makes me feel a little bit better because I know that most of the time I'm not alone.
