Thank you for reading until the end!! I'm always wary of making personal posts like that but from time to time I think it can be helpful to someone somewhere at some point, I guess these post kind of humanizes us. We all have our challenges and it's hard to see past them sometimes but their is always a silver lining. The last decade has been so much easier on me and I'm sure that will be a continuing trend, I also have done a lot of work on myself, with a diagnosis and knowing & eliminating soybeans from my diet was a big help. It's more manageable.